I AM A CREATOR

What does it mean to be a creator?

In one sentence, everything that happens in my life is up to me, regardless of external circumstances.

I am the one who structures the meaning to everything - the "label" I choose to attach to each event that occurs in my life.

I cannot change something that happened in the past, so why torment myself? I only have somewhat of control on what will happen in the future, so why worry about it? 

I was born to a family, I went through this and that, but all that really does not matter. Yes, it is part of the history of the here and now, but my experiences do not define who I am.

The question remains, what do I do now? What am I to do with "the cards I was dealt."

I understand that I am a product of the total sum of the experiences I have gone through in my life so far.

I know that there is a Creator to this world, (God, Divine power, energy, etc) and that there is a universal order that I may not be able to see, but I know it exists.

I feel like I'm a part of everything around me when I'm connected within.

Sometimes it's hard for me, but I remind myself that when I'm going through difficulties that's when I go through the process of personal growth, and become better. 

And so, from one experience to another 

I go. 

I "shed off" who I was, and become the new me. I have the ability to reinvent myself every time.

I am aware of the power within me that can produce the energy I need to create, and to manifest my desires.

 

I know that there are two opposing forces within me: the body's strength and the power of the soul, and each one is pulling in its direction. 

I know that every day I must defeat the darkness (all negative) and create Light in every thought, word and deed.

I do not have external battles - the only war exists within me.

I am not in a war with anybody, only against my internal borders - the confines of myself.

I know that in order to gain a real sense of the Creator, to feel liberated, I need to overcome all that keeps me captive.

Because I know that's the only way I can fully connect to my innate ability and create my life the way I truly desire it to be.